i almost cried today.
almost.
its as close as ive been to crying in over 5 years.
i wish it would just happen already.
i kinda would like to know again what its like to feel.
This is my disorganized, chaotic, untidy, and cluttered collection of all the crazy things that I either create or find on the interweb and would like to SHARE with you. Just a "life-loving" artist with something to show you.
Warning: The following pages contain raw and UNCENSORED truth, viewer/listener discretion, is advised!
AKA, If you can't handle it grow some fucking balls or go somewhere else!
Cheers, -X
Exploring Life, People, Its/Their Cultures, and My Senses.
Photography,
MUSIC,
music,
music,
and more music,
traveling,
europe,
CONCERTS,
bars,
movies,
BIG cities,
rural areas,
the outdoors,
bonfires,
kayaking,
biking,
hiking,
warm summer nights,
TREES,
mountains,
swamps,
thunderstorms,
rain,
flutter-bys,
candles,
staying active,
interweb addiction,
dark, twisted, and disturbing sub culture art,
VULGARIY,
nudist-ism,
SEX,
porn,
poppers,
abercrombie fierce,
the smell of books,
freakshows,
jewelry,
bonsai,
carnivorous plants,
bioluminescence,
frogs,
PUGS/DOGS,
bats,
body modification (ie. tattoos, piercings etc.),
tea,
wine & CHEESE,
artisan bread,
italian cuisine,
vegetable/herb gardens,
SAD MUSIC,
glitter,
wind chimes,
sappy movies,
vague poetry,
castlevania,
and more...
Music I Like:
almost everything! music is very important to me.
TORI AMOS,
MARILYN MANSON,
ENIGMA,
nin,
deep forest (deep projects),
pink flyod,
dolly parton,
alanis morissette,
TOOL,
FIONA APPLE,
a perfect circle,
Joanna McMeikan,
ani difranco,
hedwig and the angry inch,
IMOGEN HEAP,
powerman 5000,
korn,
milla,
peter gabrial,
rocky horror,
Stewart Lewis,
led zeppelin,
queen,
PINK,
orgy,
placebo,
melissa ferrick,
gavin mikhail,
the toadies,
john cougar mellencamp,
vast,
tracy bonham,
poe,
tapping the vein,
soundgarden,
red hot chili peppers,
depeche mode,
the cruxshadows,
blind melon,
prince,
disturbed,
sause of the future,
garbage,
charlotte martin,
Allison crowe,
Fear factory,
Areosmith,
Goo goo dolls,
jay brannan,
Sacha Sacket,
casey stratton,
MATT SABATO,
ANDREW SPICE
just about anything EXCEPT for mainstream cRAP, most country, 80s pop and jazz.
Films I Like:
Dead Poets Society!!!,
Baraka,
Whats Eating Gilbert Grape,
The Labyrinth,
Art School Confidential,
Into The Wild,
american beauty,
rules of attraction,
hedwig and the angry inch,
the rocky horror picture show,
the dreamers,
the goonies,
the dark crystal,
natural born killers,
requiem for a dream,
willow,
all the little animals,
the lord of the rings (as one movie),
and many more, those are a few gold star picks!
Literature I Like:
the lord of the rings & the hobbit by jrr tolkien, requiem for a dream by hubert selby jr, alice in wonderland & through the looking glass by lewis carrol, the lazarus heart by poppy z brite, The Hidden Messages in Water by Masaru Emoto, anne rice, art books with lots of graphics and captions, a giant hand full of classics, **fantasy novels**,
TV Shows I Like: i don't own a tv. i detest tv. i refuse to pay for cable (high-speed internet aside). i don't plan on ever buying a tv for myself. i watch things on my computer (commercial free!)
but, this is a list of shows i have downloaded, have dvds of and/or want to have.
are you being served?, waiting for god, oz, FAMILY GUY!, all in the family, rosanne, vicar of dibly, taboo, robot chicken, nature (yes the pbs show) lol, golden girls
The Road goes ever on and on
Down from the door where it began.
Now far ahead the Road has gone,
And I must follow, if I can,
Pursuing it with weary feet,
Until it joins some larger way,
Where many paths and errands meet.
And whither then? I cannot say.
Here is a slide show I made with my photos and the man reading his own poem.
Press Play!
5 comments:
Hmmm...
We've been reading your blog for some time but never posted a comment. We decided to do so now.
Relax, baby! Chalk it up to seasonal affective disorder. Every good homo worth his fairy dust suffers some form of it. At the very least every good homo must suffer in order to appreciate his homoness (that's a loaded word, it's more than sex).
On another note, in our opinion you are one of the few creative fags we actually like. Your human-ness is humbling.
God what we would give for two or three more Gay friends like you!
the exModia fags...
hmm well hello stranger
i do get seasonal depression. which why i fly to the south in the winter, when youre closer to the sun it not as bad.
but, trust me, my little freak out the past couple days has nothing to do with the season.
i can't really divulge the details, out of respect for some dear and near to me. just so heavy issues floating around.
X
Do you recall the first time you remember being vaccinated? The anticipation of the needle stick and resulting pain was scary.
Eventually we learn that the quicker we get it over with, the better and less painful.
Do you see?
im no stranger to pain. my medical records will show you that. in fact i pride myself at how level headed and well adjusted i turned out. haha. life continues and so will i. just need to keep the chin up...
That's what we want to hear.
Now keep blogging bitch!
We want to read...
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