dark n twisted

i want the man who made this video to marry me!!! i love dark n twisted (as i label it) sub-culture art.

this is so very
BEAUTIFUL!!!

i recommend watching this while tripping on sleeping pills.

havmke you any idea just hard it is to ytype. right biw

i feel so dirty...

any of you that know me well know that: I LOATHE WAL-MART!!!!

i loathe wal-mart with more passion than christ. if there was a god, wal-mart would be the anit-christ and devil. i fucking hate them, everything they stand for, what they are doing to this country etc etc etc. ive been boycotting wal-mart for a few years now and harras any of my friends that shop there.

i feel so dirty because today i went into wal-mart to check out their perscription drug prices cause i dont have health insureance and they are so fucking cheap. i can save about $30 to $40 a month by getting them fill at wal-mart soooo... I DID! **ducks from rotten veggys you all just threw at me**

i feel so dirty. i can't shower enough to get this wal-mart tanited vile-fowl-nasty BLA off of me.

when i do get health insureance again. i WILL change pharmacy again and NOT use wal-mart anymore. but for now...

Song Of The Moment

Right Now by Ryan Star (click name to go listen)
great high energy pop rock song!

Lyrics

Right Now

Go Go Go Go

I’m putting all my things in boxes,
I’m gonna throw it all away.
I think I’ve got a good idea but,
Who am I to say.

I’m burning all the things you gave me,
Erasing all my memories.
I thought you were the one to save me,
I was so naive.

I’m about to lose control
So, I’m gonna let it go

Yesterday is history,
Tomorrow may not come.
I’m gonna run to the horizon,
We are strong,
We are young.
I’m gonna lay on the ground,
Feel the rain that’s coming down.
And there’s nothing anyone,
could do or say to bring me down.

Right Now
Right Now

I think its time I started over.
I think I’ll sail away from here.
I’m gonna make a great escape,
Now watch me disappear.

I’m about to lose control
Now I’m gonna let it go

Yesterday is history,
Tomorrow may not come.
I’m gonna run to the horizon,
We are strong,
We are young.
I’m gonna lay on the ground,
Feel the rain that’s coming down.
And there’s nothing anyone,
could do or say to bring me down.
Right Now
Right Now

All we ever have is Right Now,
And all we’ll ever need is here, Right Now

Yesterday is history,
Tomorrow may not come.
I’m gonna run to the horizon,
We are strong,
We are young.
I’m gonna lay on the ground,
Feel the rain that’s coming down.
And there’s nothing anyone,
could do or say to bring me down.

Right Now (Go Go Go Go)
Right Now
Right Now
Right Now

in case yall haven't noticed. my song of the moment changes every moment. haha

Song Of The Moment

1br/1ba by vienna teng

1br/1ba hradwood floors w/vw of trees.
1br/1ba prkg space 4 xtra fee.

My little flock of boxes and I surrounded by a painted-white unknown.
Soon as this wall in my heart comes down, I'm gonna make it feel like home.

1br/1ba: A/C was fine 'til yesterday.
1br/1ba: 89 degrees today.

My upstairs neighbors are making sounds that I never want to hear.
I hope they're just moving furniture around, and really liking their ideas

1br/1ba hradwood floors w/vw of trees.
1br/1ba prkg space 4 xtra fee.

My little flock of boxes and I surrounded by a painted-white unknown.
Soon as this wall in my heart comes down, I'm gonna make it feel like home.

I'm gonna make it feel
I'm gonna make it feel
I'm gonna make it feel like home

CLICK HERE TO LISTEN TO TRACK ON LAST.FM

PiercedFairyX is ...

... still trying to figure out how i brused my ribs last night! and want you to know, moonshine is the devil.

crazy youtube video

i find this highly disturbing, but hilarious and somehow, strangely erotic!

Boy in a wedding dress

no excuse

hahahahahahahahahahaha, i love it! watch this!

a quick snapshot...

My mother, the Romanian gypsy.

trip on sleeping pills

this is what its like to hallucinate on sleeping pills.

play the video. *not full screen*. look at the red dot in the center until the video says to look away.

Guns

a video of me shooting my first gun. im a good shot too!! look out..
its a fun little novelty but didnt a hard-on ego rush like i thought it would. which is good. the last thing i need is a gun AND a drinking habit. hahaha

Happy Birthday!

im loaded!!! good times! **smiley face**

Song Of The Moment

Pink - Sober

I don’t wanna be the girl who laughs the loudest
Or the girl who never wants to be alone
I don’t wanna be that call at 4 o’clock in the morning
‘Cos I’m the only one you know in the world that won’t be home

Aah the sun is blinding
I stayed up again
Oh, I am finding
That’s not the way I want my story to end

I’m safe
Up high
Nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party’s over?
No pain
Inside
You’re like protection
How do I feel this good sober?

I don’t wanna be the girl who has to fill the silence
Cryin’ scares me cause it screams the truth
Please don’t tell me that we had that conversation
I won’t remember, save your breath, ‘cos what’s the use?

Aah, the night/dawn is calling?
And it whispers to me softly come to/and play
Aah, I am falling
And If I let myself go I’m the only one to blame

I’m safe
Up high
Nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party’s over?
No pain
Inside
You’re like perfection
How do I feel this good sober?

I’m coming down, coming down, coming down
Spinning ’round, spinning ’round, spinning ’round
Looking for myself - SOBER (x2)

When it’s good, then it’s good, it’s so good till it goes bad
Till you’re trying to find the you that you once had
I have heard myself cry, never again
Broken down in agony just tryna find a fit

Ooo Oooo

I’m safe
Up high
Nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party’s over?
No pain
Inside
You’re like perfection
How do I feel this good sober

Ooo Ooo

No Pain
Inside
Nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party’s over?
No pain
Inside
You’re like perfection
How do I feel this good sober?

Will I ever feel this good sober?
Tell me, No no no no no pain
How do i feel this good sober?

Playing With Fire

I enjoy quiet evenings of listen to Enigma while sipping tea, relaxing and a little cuddling.

oh shit! i just turned my blog into a pick-up-personal-profile. ahaha

picture time

Song Of The Moment

Just For Today by Marc McBarron Kessler

don't want to be yours
just want to be mine
maybe ill see you
part of the time

don't want to question
answers that you gave
don't want to be still
and i don't want to behave

where ever i go
i'll be okay
cause im here to stay
if just for today

i don't want to grow up
and i don't want to grow old
i don't want to be squeezed
into a mold
don't need a rule book
so don't call me foolish
why run a rat race
ya never can finish

where ever i go
i'll be ok
cause im here to stay
if just for today
where ever i land ill be alright
the strings on this kite
if just for tonight

where ever i go
i'll be okay
cause im here to stay
if just for today

i don't believe in
your religion
i got to break out
cause i'll never finish
i don't want to be mean
and i don't want to be kind
i've got to be me
and see what i find

where ever i go
i'll be okay
cause im here to stay
if just for today
where ever i land ill be alright
the strings on this kite
if just for tonight

just for today
let it all blow away
just for today
i mean what i say
just for today
it will all be okay

i dont know what to write for a review, his music is awesome "rebal piano pop" go listen. i love this song. its as if he wrote it about me.

a couple new self portraits

with mom

just me