"Our lives must be based on truth."

JUST LISTEN! ENJOY!

Song Of The Moment

So familiar and overwhelmingly warm
This one, this form I hold now.
Embracing you, this reality here,
This one, this form I hold now, so
Wide eyed and hopeful.
Wide eyed and hopefully wild.

We barely remember what came before this precious moment,
Choosing to be here right now. Hold on, stay inside...
This body holding me, reminding me that I am not alone in
This body makes me feel eternal. All this pain is an illusion.

We barely remember who or what came before this precious moment,
We are choosing to be here right now. Hold on, stay inside
This holy reality, this holy experience.
Choosing to be here in

This body. This body holding me. Be my reminder here that I am not alone in
This body, this body holding me, feeling eternal
All this pain is an illusion.

Alive, I

In this holy reality, in this holy experience. Choosing to be here in

This body. This body holding me. Be my reminder here that I am not alone in
This body, this body holding me, feeling eternal
All this pain is an illusion.

Twirling round with this familiar parable.
Spinning, weaving round each new experience.
Recognize this as a holy gift and celebrate this chance to be alive and breathing.

This body holding me reminds me of my own mortality.
Embrace this moment. Remember. We are eternal.
All this pain is an illusion.

bitter headline...

Song Of The Moment

Ruiner by Nine Inch Nails
a very old fav!

note that this song must be played at maximum ear-bleeding volume! enjoy!

you had all of them on your side, didn't you?
you believed in all your lies, didn't you?

the ruiner's got a lot to prove he's got nothing to lose and now he made you believe
the ruiner's your only friend well he's the living end to the cattle he deceives
the raping of the innocent you know the ruiner ruins everything he sees
NOW THE ONLY PURE THING LEFT IN MY FUCKING WORLD IS WEARING YOUR DISEASE!

how did you get so big?
how did you get so strong?
how did it get so hard?
how did it get so long?

you had to give them all a sign, didn't you?
you had to covet what was mine, didn't you?

the ruiner's a collector he's an infector serving his shit to his flies
maybe there will come a day when those that you keep blind will suddenly realize
maybe it's a part of me you took it to a place i hoped it would never go
AND MAYBE THAT FUCKED ME UP MUCH MORE THAN YOU'LL EVER KNOW!

how did you get so big?
how did you get so strong?
how did you get so hard?
how did it get so long?

and what you gave to me
my perfect ring of scars
you know i can see what you really are

you didn't hurt me nothing can hurt me
you didn't hurt me nothing can stop me now
you didn't hurt me nothing can hurt me
you didn't hurt me nothing can stop me now
you didn't hurt me nothing can hurt me
you didn't hurt me nothing can stop me now
NOTHING CAN MAKE ME STOP!

hahahahahaha

Two Homo-husbands were sitting watching a TV program about psychology and explaining the phenomenon of “mixed emotions”

The husband turned to his husband and said, “Honey, that’s a bunch of crap. I bet you can’t tell me anything that will make me happy and sad at the same time”

He said back: “Out of all your friends, you have the biggest cock…”

Self-Portrait Portfolio Assembled!!!

So here it is!!! Ten years in the making and two months in construction. I found a cut little retail self publishing company that has a drag n drop template for photo books and choose this option over the high cost of printing them out and assembling them myself. The quality is amazing and well worth the $60 I spent on the finished product.

I'll place a link to the "Virtual Book" below, note that you can order one thru the website, but don’t, if you'd like a copy contact me. Out of the few friends that have seen the finish product and couple what a copy so I'm going to make a mass order soon so I can get them cheaper. (also this retailer doesn't give me a penny. I am half seeking out another publishing option but, as I said, the quality of the output here is great so I'm not sure if I want to play with other options).

The Artist Statement is on the first page!

Enjoy!
Xavier Armand

Click here to view the book!!!

the modernist didn't die in the 60s, we're still out here......

karma

want the evidence that karma is just a superstition?

law: for every action there is an equal or greater reaction. agreed?

fact: ive already put far more energy and effort into this project that i will ever get back in return...

**light bulb**

has recently been contemplating the power of cliches. not really sure what i want to say yet. need to sit down, brainstorm the idea of cliche, come up with some examples and write and essay for the process of it. the options of inconceivably limitless!