Pierced Fairy's Online Mess

MY BLOG HAS MOVED!!!!

2010-07-24T15:44:00.002-05:00

not that i have many followers anyway, BUT, for those you interested i have moved this blog off of Blogspot onto my own server using WordPress because there is so much more i can do with it if i host it myself.

this will be my LAST post on this blog!

i will leave it here, as it is, for archrival purposes.

the link to my new blog is:

http://www.PiercedFairyX.com

if you still wish to follow my blog please update your rss feed with the above address.

see you on the flip side.
Cheers! -X

DON'T DRINK THE WATER!

2010-07-14T16:31:00.002-05:00

Isn't it great to live in a county where our water is being poisoned and is dangerous. I'm going to post a couple videos and encourage you to do some googeling on this topic. the documentation is endless! 69.2% of the public water souces in the usa has fluoride added to it. [this statement come offically documented by the CDC.gov] omitting the fact of how dangerous it is, of coarse.

keep in mind that all of the info in these videos are document in reports further than youtube videos. they are out if you want to put the effort into finding them.

Video #1 A Few Facts

Video #2 What Advanced Chronic Fluoride Poisoning Looks Like (look at me, using scare tactic, just like our government ;)

Video #3 (its admitted that bottled water is tap water and (not said in this report) therefor, not any safer.

Video #4 why is this happening? - (yeah i know this is a conspiracy theory, but, even if this is not true. why then are we being poisoned? and its just not our water, its our american diet too)

i got intereted and emailed my local water company when i could not find on their website as to whether or not my city's water supply was fluoridated. this was the response....

>>> Xavier Armand 7/14/2010 3:49 PM >>>
Hello,

I have one quick, yes or no question, to ask about Shreveport public
drinking water treatment. I've searched all over the web site and can't
find an answer, one way or the other to my question. That being.....

Does Shreveport's public water have any sort of Fluoride compounds added
to it during the treatment process?

yes or no?

Thank you for your time!

Xavier Armand

-------------------------------------

On 7/14/2010 2:40 PM, Darin Fortenberry wrote:
Mr. Armand,

We do inject fluoride into the City's drinking water per a City Council Resolution that passed in 1977, and more recently (2010), as required by an amendment to the Louisiana Administrative Code and enforced by the Louisiana Department of Health and Hospitals, Office of Public Health.

I hope I have answered your question.

Darin

Darin W. Fortenberry, Superintendent

Water Purification Division
Department of Operational Services

City of Shreveport

3205 Blanchard Road
Shreveport, Louisiana

318-673-7650
darin.fortenberry@shreveportla.gov

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you have answered loud and clear thank you.

im not point fingers at you because i know this issue is over your head. i would just like you take a moment to scan this website. its very enlightening!

http://www.fluoridealert.org/health/index.html

this is not some left-wing conspiracy, when researched the evidence is abundant to the point of almost being endless.

take care,
xavier

ps. don't drink the water

The damage the fluoride has casued you already is irreversible but what can we do to stop future damage? this LINK is a good place to start.

It's to get pissed off sheeple! TURN OFF YOU TV! Exercise that brain of yours, and look around! This horrible agenda has been going on for decades! And its not going to stop!!!! So I'm just giving a word of advice here that you better educate yourself. This sort of happening is going to keep getting worse, our eCONomy is not going to get better, and when it comes down to it, when the "shit starts to hit the fan" you will be helpless to it if you don't know whats going on. sadly i know the vast majority of you are just going to roll over and take it. which is your choice. its ok, i'll hold back saying "I Told You So" because if your blind enough to ignore the warnings than you want to be the slave. so stop your fucking bitching when you're not "happy".

you think this is scary??? just wait soon enough the interweb will be goverment mandated, like cnn. this sort of hereasy (that i typeing at this second) will censored, removed and/or blocked. Put a little research on whats going on in the The People's Republic of China (you'll have to find your own links here, that's your homework) and get ready, it will be here before you know it.

take care
X

I made this...

2010-07-13T16:29:00.003-05:00

Brought to you by a concerned citizen! Please COPY and redistribute FREELY!!!

... the future ...

2010-07-13T14:03:00.003-05:00

there's nothing to be done about the future. what will be, will be. what is wise know is to educate yourself so that you might survive it. watch this film, free online. send it to your friends. part one is here, visit the website to see it in full.

http://esotericagenda.net/eawatch.html

a few symboic elements that have been playing in my head...

2010-07-09T21:17:00.001-05:00

WONDER WEEDS...

2010-07-05T19:35:00.002-05:00

some cute fact that closed an article about human longevity that i just read on National Geographic .com. tea is good.... these ones in particular will help you live for ever... like a vampire.

Wonder Weeds

Herbs with R_x Power

+WILD MINT (Mentha arvensis):
Good for: Gingivitis, flatulence, and ulcers.
Availability: Easy to grow in the U.S. and, like all of these herbs, available at health food stores.

+SPLEENWORT (Asplenium nidus):
Good for: Gallstones and bronchial problems.
Availability: Buy a bird’s-nest fern as a houseplant and steep the leaves for tea.

+ROSEMARY (Rosmarinus officinalis):
Good for: Liver ailments; helps stave off Alzheimer’s.
Availability: Thrives across the U.S. Brew the leaves for tea (smells like evergreen).

+PURPLE SAGE (Salvia purpurascens):
Good for: Stomach-aches; enhances memory function.
Availability: Common across the western U.S.

+GREEN TEA (Camellia sinensis):
Good for: Cancer prevention.
Availability: Camellia sinensis leaves are hard to grow outside of the tropics. Hit up Starbucks.

dont ask dont tell

2010-07-02T11:00:00.000-05:00

Just a few things to think about while youre celabrating your "freedom"!

2010-07-01T22:35:00.011-05:00

my claim to fame...

2010-06-30T12:28:00.003-05:00

of few shots of the cast of The Gates (from abc). have worked a few days on set and worked a couple of events for the show that they are filming here in shreveport.

happy jesus day, err i mean Sunday

2010-06-27T09:29:00.001-05:00

Queer Enough??

2010-06-24T15:55:00.002-05:00

i wish i could believe this....

2010-06-24T13:14:00.003-05:00

the president address to Glbt issues.....

sounds fabulous and encouraging to hear such civil right issues being address so directly. BUT sadly, don't let the buzz go to head. we can pass all the "laws" we want to address human compassion, decency, love, morality and respect, unfortunately laws are just "guidelines" that most all common people, simply with simple minds, ignore. we've been ignoring the fucking bible for 2000 years.

there i go being bitter again. if the statement i made isn't true than we should be able to get ride of the police state? cause after all, we're decent humans beings and we'd never have to call the police to address, say, domestic violence between hetro-married couples now would we?

when it boils down to it, PEOPLE ARE PEOPLE thus discrimination, hatred, bigotry, capitalism and racism exist, instinctually with in everyone of us, to some degree. simple minds which are easily manipulated by popular opioion, religion, the media ARE NOT going to change just because the "law" changes. we can dress it up and parade it everyday and its NEVER going to change while our current socialism and idealism of what americans (the melting pot) stands for.

instead of have to worry about getting fired from a job because i'm queer now i worry about not finding a job because i'm homo. now before you say. "well thats illegal they can't not hire you because its the law." wrong, they wont hire me for some other reason such as, "well hes just not qualified enough." if they don't say if because i'm homo they're perfectly within the law then i don't have a case or a leg to stand on. so now i don't have job and beyond that, I'M BEING LIED TO WITHIN THE LAW OF DISCRIMINATION.

i'm Above The Illusion. i can't pretend any of these silly laws are set up to protect me or any of us. now, let the hate mail flow ;) thank you in advance for illustrating my point.

Vanity

2010-06-24T02:48:00.002-05:00

fuck today

2010-06-19T20:18:00.002-05:00

Is this a test?
It has to be. otherwise I can't go on.
Draining patience. drain vitality.
This paranoid, paralyzed vampire act's a little old.

But I'm still right here, giving blood and keeping faith. and I'm still right Here.
But I'm still right here, giving blood and keeping faith. and I'm still right Here.

I must keep reminding myself of this...
I must keep reminding myself of this...
I must keep reminding myself of this...

eck, americans

2010-06-19T11:50:00.003-05:00

Copied from the Facebook.

Devin they made some firworks legal yesterday and already walmart shelves are full of them! just another thing to raise taxes on.

Erin

I saw the fireworks in walmart last night, I was wondering....

Devin

nothing like getting right on it. so were the walmart trucks waiting at the conn border for the get go or did walmart stock illegal fireworks i wonder

Erin

They probably had them in the back just waiting to go up.

PiercedFairyX

hahaha, walmart is the government, they pay for all the legislation. they have more money than our deficite. the republicans are in control, dont be fooled by what you see on the news. why do you think they knew such a law would pass and had the stock in the back room to be put out 24hrs later??? oh my me, another conspiracy theory!

PiercedFairyX

furthure more, BOYCOTT WALMART!!!! SERIOUSLY

Zach Gencarelle

i saw that them at shaws like 2 weeks ago waaaay before i saw them at walmart. I think its good that they are legal now and are being taxed. More money for the state to get in better shape. Thats my opinion though.

PiercedfairyX

people being up-standing citizens will far greater benifit a community than taxes going back into the machine to fuel a war on oil that we will never see. welcome to the machine, im sure uncle sam is very pleased that you are doing your part in consuming :D

FYI

2010-06-16T22:15:00.002-05:00

from www.learnsomethingneweveryday.com

... cant find words for this one...

2010-06-15T18:21:00.001-05:00

more photoshop work....

2010-06-14T18:09:00.003-05:00

Before & After Photoshop Editing on a shoot I did last week.
Clear enough right?

A Pet's 10 Commandments

2010-06-14T12:15:00.004-05:00

#1. My life is likely to last 10 - 15 years. Any separation from you is likely to be painful.

#2. Give me time to understand what you want of me.

#3. Place your trust in me. It is crucial for my well-being.

#4. Don't be angry with me long and don't lock me up as punishment. You have your work, your friends, your entertainment, but I only have you.

#5. Talk to me. Even if I don't understand your words, I do understand your voice when you speak to me.

#6. Be aware that however you treat me, I will never forget it.

#7. Before you hit me or strike me, remember that I could hurt you, and yet, I choose not to bite you.

#8. Before you scold me for being lazy or uncooperative, ask yourself if something might be bothering me. Maybe I'm not getting the right food, I have been in the sun too long, or my heart might be getting old or weak, or I might not be getting enough exercise.

#9. Please take care of me when I grow old.

#10. You too, will grow old. On the ultimate difficult journey, go with me please. Never say you can't bear to watch. Don't make me face this alone. Everything is easier for me if you are there, because I love you so.

Bella is pouting cause she went into heat and I had to put a diaper on her she doesn't like it.

strike a pose!

2010-06-10T15:11:00.002-05:00

did a great photo shoot for a friend last night. got a few good shot to start rebuilding my portfolio with. heres a quick preview. will post a couple more after ive done some more editing.

just a bit of fun for my fellow manhunt friends

2010-06-10T14:47:00.003-05:00

introducing photoshop tutorials to make you cock look the size you advertise in your profile!!!!

use the magic wand tool to select your cock (outline it in marching ants)

go to the "Edit" menu click: Edit > Free Transform...

a box will now surround your cock.

click on a corner of the box, hold down the shift key, (this is very important, otherwise your cock may end up looking thinner then stated), than drag outward to make it bigger.

stop when it reaches your solicited size.

presto!

email me for more helpfully photoshop tips such as making a 47 year old man look 32 years old. (no plastic surgery required!!!!)

Bella babe

2010-06-05T12:01:00.001-05:00

a face only a mother could love!

dlist.com's battle in censorship

2010-05-31T12:55:00.005-05:00

they picked the wrong faggot to fuck with. and im bored so im turning this into a rant.

for those of you that dont know, www.dlist.com, is an "alternative/gay networking site". when they made their start they were a pornographic alternative to myspace for us homos. blah blah blah, in anycase the site fucking sucks and i only check my profile bout every 3 months when i find myself painfully bored such as right now.

soo... i log in today and i have two emails from dlist themselves. they read as follows.... (and the corasponding pictures and below the message)

EMAIL #1

From:DList
To:piercedboix
Subject:Your picture has been disapproved.
Date:May 27, 2010 9:27:38 PM EDT Hi there,

While we were reviewing your profile photos, we noticed that one of your pictures does not comply with our photo guidelines.

*********

The photo URL is: http://www.dlist.com/viewmedia.do?mid=1404431

What's wrong: Your undies/pants/shorts are too tight or revealing.

What we did: We disapproved your photo to prevent it from appearing publicly on the site.

*********

(this is the photo i uploaded to become a coveted "verified" member)

EMAIL #2

From:DList
To:piercedboix
Subject:Your picture has been disapproved.
Date:May 25, 2010 1:03:21 PM EDT Hi there,

While we were reviewing your profile photos, we noticed that one of your pictures does not comply with our photo guidelines.

*********

The photo URL is: http://www.dlist.com/viewmedia.do?mid=1403770

What's wrong: This image contains nudity.

What we did: We disapproved your photo to prevent it from appearing publicly on the site.

*********

(so this photo of me contains nudity? where? i dont see any cock, balls or ass. do you?)

so what now? theres really no point in emailing them back, im sure it will never get read. so i guess in retaliation ill just upload the image below into my gallery. this images is an advertisement of dlist.com that i had save in my image archives.

CENSORSHIP CAUSES BLINDNESS!!!
and i fucking hate hypocrites!

have a good day!

Tao Te Ching, #44

2010-05-20T21:37:00.002-05:00

Fame or integrity: which is more important?
Money or happiness: which is more valuable?
Success or failure: which is more destructive?

If you look to others for fulfillment,
you will never truly be fulfilled.
If your happiness depends on money,
you will never be happy with yourself.

Be content with what you have;
rejoice in the way things are.
When you realize there is nothing lacking,
the whole world belongs to you.

I Got A Puppy

2010-05-12T18:40:00.002-05:00

long time no post. nothing all that exciting happening. just going thru the motions. until i got my puppy. shes a 9 month old pug rescue. i named her Bella. she's just amazing, awesome and all those other positive slang words. it kinda like shes a pug mixed with magic and sunshine. LOL. sorry i had too. anyway heres a couple pics. one of her. and one of her napping on my chest.

unlocking the secret (song of the moment)

2010-05-03T03:46:00.002-05:00

everyday by kim english

When I look around I cannot take for granted
Things given to me the favor I've been handed
All the miracles and wonders I have witnessed
I do not guess - I know that I am truly blessed

I must keep the faith, no matter what I'm seeing
'Cuz that's the key unlocking my receiving
The impossible taking place in my life
The greatest steps ascending through those higher heights

I got my health, I got my strength, I'm in my right mind
I still have breath so I got hope that love is on my side
And where I go I know I need not look behind me
It keeps me safe and this is something I do everyday

It is a miracle that I am here to see another day
The things I need they're always up for love
Not just sometimes but everyday!

some pix

2010-04-17T02:44:00.002-05:00

i had a great day today, hiking around the little mountains in the hot springs, ar area. got my first sun burn of the summer and it was great to spend the day with the trees! (still thinking of changing my screen name to ForestFairyX) anyway here a few random photos from the day.

i have seen the light...

2010-04-11T00:06:00.002-05:00

An exert from the book I'm currently reading, Urban Tantra by Barbara Carrellas:

(the concluding paragraph of the chapter pertaining to recognizing sexual energy and how it realities to having orgasms)

Once our understanding and awareness of something has expanded, it stays expanded. We can't shrink our consciousness by unthinking the thoughts that caused it to grow. Now that you are aware of the totality of possibilities of orgasm, there is no going back to your old, more limited view. So let's keep going. Dive with me into the next chapter of infinite possibilities: breath and energy orgasms.

Everyone needs to read this book!!! I have seen the light.... and.... you're missing out if you don't give this a chance.

...

2010-04-07T13:53:00.000-05:00

ॐॐॐ

"Our lives must be based on truth."

2010-03-26T18:25:00.000-05:00

JUST LISTEN! ENJOY!

Song Of The Moment

2010-03-24T21:03:00.001-05:00

So familiar and overwhelmingly warm
This one, this form I hold now.
Embracing you, this reality here,
This one, this form I hold now, so
Wide eyed and hopeful.
Wide eyed and hopefully wild.

We barely remember what came before this precious moment,
Choosing to be here right now. Hold on, stay inside...
This body holding me, reminding me that I am not alone in
This body makes me feel eternal. All this pain is an illusion.

We barely remember who or what came before this precious moment,
We are choosing to be here right now. Hold on, stay inside
This holy reality, this holy experience.
Choosing to be here in

This body. This body holding me. Be my reminder here that I am not alone in
This body, this body holding me, feeling eternal
All this pain is an illusion.

Alive, I

In this holy reality, in this holy experience. Choosing to be here in

This body. This body holding me. Be my reminder here that I am not alone in
This body, this body holding me, feeling eternal
All this pain is an illusion.

Twirling round with this familiar parable.
Spinning, weaving round each new experience.
Recognize this as a holy gift and celebrate this chance to be alive and breathing.

This body holding me reminds me of my own mortality.
Embrace this moment. Remember. We are eternal.
All this pain is an illusion.

bitter headline...

2010-03-22T13:21:00.002-05:00

Song Of The Moment

2010-03-16T16:10:00.002-05:00

Ruiner by Nine Inch Nails
a very old fav!

note that this song must be played at maximum ear-bleeding volume! enjoy!

you had all of them on your side, didn't you?
you believed in all your lies, didn't you?

the ruiner's got a lot to prove he's got nothing to lose and now he made you believe
the ruiner's your only friend well he's the living end to the cattle he deceives
the raping of the innocent you know the ruiner ruins everything he sees
NOW THE ONLY PURE THING LEFT IN MY FUCKING WORLD IS WEARING YOUR DISEASE!

how did you get so big?
how did you get so strong?
how did it get so hard?
how did it get so long?

you had to give them all a sign, didn't you?
you had to covet what was mine, didn't you?

the ruiner's a collector he's an infector serving his shit to his flies
maybe there will come a day when those that you keep blind will suddenly realize
maybe it's a part of me you took it to a place i hoped it would never go
AND MAYBE THAT FUCKED ME UP MUCH MORE THAN YOU'LL EVER KNOW!

how did you get so big?
how did you get so strong?
how did you get so hard?
how did it get so long?

and what you gave to me
my perfect ring of scars
you know i can see what you really are

you didn't hurt me nothing can hurt me
you didn't hurt me nothing can stop me now
you didn't hurt me nothing can hurt me
you didn't hurt me nothing can stop me now
you didn't hurt me nothing can hurt me
you didn't hurt me nothing can stop me now
NOTHING CAN MAKE ME STOP!

hahahahahaha

2010-03-09T15:06:00.003-06:00

Two Homo-husbands were sitting watching a TV program about psychology and explaining the phenomenon of “mixed emotions”

The husband turned to his husband and said, “Honey, that’s a bunch of crap. I bet you can’t tell me anything that will make me happy and sad at the same time”

He said back: “Out of all your friends, you have the biggest cock…”

Self-Portrait Portfolio Assembled!!!

2010-03-09T10:36:00.003-06:00

So here it is!!! Ten years in the making and two months in construction. I found a cut little retail self publishing company that has a drag n drop template for photo books and choose this option over the high cost of printing them out and assembling them myself. The quality is amazing and well worth the $60 I spent on the finished product.

I'll place a link to the "Virtual Book" below, note that you can order one thru the website, but don’t, if you'd like a copy contact me. Out of the few friends that have seen the finish product and couple what a copy so I'm going to make a mass order soon so I can get them cheaper. (also this retailer doesn't give me a penny. I am half seeking out another publishing option but, as I said, the quality of the output here is great so I'm not sure if I want to play with other options).

The Artist Statement is on the first page!

Enjoy!
Xavier Armand

Click here to view the book!!!

2010-03-06T20:19:00.001-06:00

the modernist didn't die in the 60s, we're still out here......

karma

2010-03-05T19:37:00.001-06:00

want the evidence that karma is just a superstition?

law: for every action there is an equal or greater reaction. agreed?

fact: ive already put far more energy and effort into this project that i will ever get back in return...

light bulb

2010-03-03T14:06:00.002-06:00

has recently been contemplating the power of cliches. not really sure what i want to say yet. need to sit down, brainstorm the idea of cliche, come up with some examples and write and essay for the process of it. the options of inconceivably limitless!

this was the music video that...

2010-02-26T23:06:00.003-06:00

this was the music video that made me realize i was gay. i would watch mtv getting ready for high school and this video came one. i was watching fiona slink all over the floor in the video and i was thinking to myself, "hmm, i should find that really hot, but, i dont, i love the song thou. i need to go get this album!" ha! THANK YOU FIONA!!

"you got your head in the clouds and your not at all what you seem!"

Liberalism, atheism, male sexual exclusivity linked to IQ

2010-02-26T19:37:00.001-06:00

a interesting article released from cnn.com (i know, shocking)

Liberalism, atheism, male sexual exclusivity linked to IQ

By Elizabeth Landau, CNN

February 26, 2010 5:03 p.m. EST

(CNN) -- Political, religious and sexual behaviors may be reflections of intelligence, a new study finds.

Evolutionary psychologist Satoshi Kanazawa at the the London School of Economics and Political Science correlated data on these behaviors with IQ from a large national U.S. sample and found that, on average, people who identified as liberal and atheist had higher IQs. This applied also to sexual exclusivity in men, but not in women. The findings will be published in the March 2010 issue of Social Psychology Quarterly.

The IQ differences, while statistically significant, are not stunning -- on the order of 6 to 11 points -- and the data should not be used to stereotype or make assumptions about people, experts say. But they show how certain patterns of identifying with particular ideologies develop, and how some people's behaviors come to be.

The reasoning is that sexual exclusivity in men, liberalism and atheism all go against what would be expected given humans' evolutionary past. In other words, none of these traits would have benefited our early human ancestors, but higher intelligence may be associated with them.

"The adoption of some evolutionarily novel ideas makes some sense in terms of moving the species forward," said George Washington University leadership professor James Bailey, who was not involved in the study. "It also makes perfect sense that more intelligent people -- people with, sort of, more intellectual firepower -- are likely to be the ones to do that."

Bailey also said that these preferences may stem from a desire to show superiority or elitism, which also has to do with IQ. In fact, aligning oneself with "unconventional" philosophies such as liberalism or atheism may be "ways to communicate to everyone that you're pretty smart," he said.

The study looked at a large sample from the National Longitudinal Study of Adolescent Health (Add Health), which began with adolescents in grades 7-12 in the United States during the 1994-95 school year. The participants were interviewed as 18- to 28-year-olds from 2001 to 2002. The study also looked at the General Social Survey, another cross-national data collection source.

Kanazawa did not find that higher or lower intelligence predicted sexual exclusivity in women. This makes sense, because having one partner has always been advantageous to women, even thousands of years ago, meaning exclusivity is not a "new" preference.

For men, on the other hand, sexual exclusivity goes against the grain evolutionarily. With a goal of spreading genes, early men had multiple mates. Since women had to spend nine months being pregnant, and additional years caring for very young children, it made sense for them to want a steady mate to provide them resources.

Religion, the current theory goes, did not help people survive or reproduce necessarily, but goes along the lines of helping people to be paranoid, Kanazawa said. Assuming that, for example, a noise in the distance is a signal of a threat helped early humans to prepare in case of danger.

"It helps life to be paranoid, and because humans are paranoid, they become more religious, and they see the hands of God everywhere," Kanazawa said.

Participants who said they were atheists had an average IQ of 103 in adolescence, while adults who said they were religious averaged 97, the study found. Atheism "allows someone to move forward and speculate on life without any concern for the dogmatic structure of a religion," Bailey said.

"Historically, anything that's new and different can be seen as a threat in terms of the religious beliefs; almost all religious systems are about permanence," he noted.

The study takes the American view of liberal vs. conservative. It defines "liberal" in terms of concern for genetically nonrelated people and support for private resources that help those people. It does not look at other factors that play into American political beliefs, such as abortion, gun control and gay rights.

"Liberals are more likely to be concerned about total strangers; conservatives are likely to be concerned with people they associate with," he said.

Given that human ancestors had a keen interest in the survival of their offspring and nearest kin, the conservative approach -- looking out for the people around you first -- fits with the evolutionary picture more than liberalism, Kanazawa said. "It's unnatural for humans to be concerned about total strangers." he said.

The study found that young adults who said they were "very conservative" had an average adolescent IQ of 95, whereas those who said they were "very liberal" averaged 106.

It also makes sense that "conservatism" as a worldview of keeping things stable would be a safer approach than venturing toward the unfamiliar, Bailey said.

Neither Bailey nor Kanazawa identify themselves as liberal; Bailey is conservative and Kanazawa is "a strong libertarian."

Vegetarianism, while not strongly associated with IQ in this study, has been shown to be related to intelligence in previous research, Kanazawa said. This also fits into Bailey's idea that unconventional preferences appeal to people with higher intelligence, and can also be a means of showing superiority.

None of this means that the human species is evolving toward a future where these traits are the default, Kanazawa said.

"More intelligent people don't have more children, so moving away from the trajectory is not going to happen," he said.

truth

2010-02-26T15:29:00.002-06:00

LOL

2010-02-21T14:25:00.002-06:00

i dont know why but i cant stop laughing at this stupid picture....

happy hangover sunday everyone! just lazing around enjoying the rain and trying ignore my hanover :D all is right with the world!

on living...

2010-02-19T21:27:00.002-06:00

note on living in the south:

its kinda like being stuck in a nightmare of bad tv commercial.

if only clichés could talk....

coming soon... possibly...

2010-02-16T01:48:00.003-06:00

could have some great possibilities,
just not too sure what i want to put here yet.
need to do some brain storming. but in any case.....

http://www.AboveTheIllusion.blogspot.com

PiercedFairyX is ...

2010-02-15T22:22:00.008-06:00

Pierced Fairy X is rising Above The Illusion...
Pierced Fairy X can see, hear, taste, smell and feel that...

There is no Religion Higher than -- Truth!

bloody hell

2010-02-14T14:18:00.001-06:00

whos cock do i need to suck to go back to art school!!!???!!!

just bought and awesome fucking domain name but i dont know how to develop this shit!!!

(i cant spoil the domin name now) sorry

x

Happy V-Day!

2010-02-14T00:01:00.000-06:00

Did sperm wind up somewhere it shouldn't? Call 1-800-584-9911 right now for emergency contraception. Hurry! You've got 72 hours!

Shit Adds Up (Song Of The Moment)

2010-02-13T21:39:00.002-06:00

ive two of them this post:

#1 Bottom by Tool
#2 The Show Must Go On by Queen

Compassion is broken now,
my will is eroded now,
desire it is broken now,
and it makes me feel ugly.
I'm on my knees and burnin'
my piss and moans are the fuel that sets my head on fire
so smell my soul is burnin'
I'm broken, lookin' up I see the enemy
and i have swallowed the poisons you feed me,
but I've survived on the poison you feed me,
leavin' me guilt fed, hatred fed, weakness fed,
it makes me feel ugly
on my knees and burnin'
my piss and moans are the fuel that sets my head on fire
I'm dead inside

shit adds up, shit adds up, shit adds up, shit adds up at the bottom

If I let you, you would make me destroy myself.
in order to survive you, i must first survive myself.
I can sink no further, and I cannot forgive you
there's no choice but to confront you, to engage you, to erase you.
I've gone to great lengths to expand my threshold of pain
I will use my mistakes against you, there's no other choice
im shameless now, im nameless now, im nothing now, im no one now
but my soul must be iron 'cause my fear is naked
im naked and fearless
and my fear is naked

dead inside, dead inside, dead inside
nameless now, shameless now, nothing now, no one now
shit adds up (x4)
and you see me naked now
fearless now, naked now (x2)
shit adds up
it leaves me dead inside (x4)

hatred keeps me alive
Lonliness keeps me alive
weakness keeps me alive
guilt keeps me alive
at the bottom

#2
(the lyrics are in the video)

smoking taste so good...

2010-02-11T11:34:00.001-06:00

oh yeah, i forgot, i really enjoy smoking, i dont care if it gives me cancer, non-smokers die too! so i started smoking again ;~P

can i bum a smoke?

2010-02-07T21:26:00.002-06:00

yesterday i smoked 3 packs of cigarettes, that's 60 total smokes.

today i've smoked a big fat 0-ZERO-0!!!

i suggest that you don't make any sudden movements, i'm rather tense, dizzy, tingly, confused and you're not safe until the worst of nicotine withdrawal subsides.

CHEERS!

Song Of The Moment

2010-02-06T02:55:00.003-06:00

havent posted a Song Of The Moment in a while... with out further a-do...

Enya - Boadicea

(dont watch the silly fan video, just turn town the lights, turn UP the music and the bass, take a deep breath times 10 and feel the music)

A Book Every Man NEEDS To Read!

2010-02-05T16:14:00.006-06:00

i just picked up this book yesterday, have only read the first 3 chapters last night and had my first fully aware multi-orgasmic experience.

i cheated a bit, ive already read a lot about Tantric/Taoism practice and have been aware of it for a while. but this book is so clearly written in easterner language. its easy to interpret the Easterner form of thinking on such subjects. i have had multi-orgasmic episodes in the past but i didnt know how i was making them happen or how to control them. this book is very clear in the way it teaches you recognize what going on so that you can quickly learn to control whats happening with your sexual energy.

IF YOU HAVE A COCK (or even if you dont) DO NOT HESITATE ANOTHER SECOND, READ THIS BOOK!!!

CLICK HERE! to go the amazon.com page for the book!

POST 300!!!!!!!

2010-02-04T09:52:00.002-06:00

"I am slow like honey and heavy with mood..."

is sitting here listening to sultry music and dreading going to work.

'tis a BEAUTIFUL dark, dreary, cold, rainy day outside. a lovely day to lay in bed and cuddle with someone and listen to the patter of the rain in a heavenly surreal daze......

New US Map...

2010-02-03T15:53:00.003-06:00

so..., i propose we stop pretending to be the happy-go-lucky-power-united country that we pretend to be, because, we are not! (did you watch the news tonight, did you listen, good your doing your job. **pats you on the head**) so that being stated, lets start another civil war and lets the outcome of this be beneficial. i've taken a few mins to arragne how the states of the country should be sorted out. ive done a lot of traveling around the coutnry, i believe this could work!!! :D

enjoy and whos going to shoot the first shot to be "heard around the world"? some one give me a tv to smash, ill do it.

another pic of my fav subject LOL

2010-01-31T13:56:00.003-06:00

"the spins"

Untitled Image

2010-01-31T13:25:00.002-06:00

Untitled

i did i photo shoot for a friend of mine and i particularly like this photo.

I NEED YOU TO COMMENT!!!

2010-01-27T14:09:00.004-06:00

i need your input. i cannot choose which of these two edits i like better. i need you to comment on which on you like better, Image 1 or Image 2 and your explanation why! PLEASE AND THANK YOU! -X

Note: the lyrics with in the photos are french, the english translation is:

i desire you
the time has come
take me
im your
im guilty

i want to go to the end of my fantasies.
i know it is forbidden.
i am crazy. im letting myself go.
im guilty

Image #1

Image #2

previews of cumming attractations

2010-01-24T13:53:00.002-06:00

PiercedFairyX is.... busy spend hour or rather all day sunday afternoon turning his room into a makeshit studio for a self portrait hes photographing tonight whilst shaving, mosienting, doing hair and nails, and make-up etc. hes even (for the first time ever) semi documenting the process. stay tuned!

can you feel it?

2010-01-23T21:34:00.002-06:00

this may be a bit intense. i understand if you can't finish watching it or don't "get" it. ;D

For those concerned for my Soul,

2010-01-21T14:14:00.001-06:00

Yes it’s obvious I’m fighting the “establishment” here, but let me clear up this cliché of the emo-kid you might be trying to label me as.

Confession: I’m not "anti"-establishment. Clearly, without some sort organization to more than our social system the anarchy that would ensue would do us in. The human condition could not survive without such. THE PROBLEM is the establishment in which we exist is based on old values and practices that are NO LONGER RELEVENT THEREFORE THE SYSTEM DOESN’T WORK! If you have to ask me to provide you with even one piece of evidence to back up this statement, please stop reading now and go kill yourself.

For some reason I cannot fathom, with the immeasurable capability and power the our minds the social pecking order of our existence still remains to be controlled by our infatuations with money, lust, jealously, materialism, discrimination and the "need" to acquire power. The selfishness of the Human Animal is its greatest weakness.

Unfortunately, and this is where my bitterness and angry come into play; the human condition and instinctual strive for capitalism within everyone is far too great on conflict for us to ever resolve. So, what now? With the realization that “Nothing changes except faces!”, what should I be standing for, where should I start to illustrate the changes that could possible make the “life” I’m living a bit more hospitable? With the mammoth structure that has been built to brainwash and control the question of authority, why should I try to state my opinion at all? For when I do, the vast majority of individuals I’m expressing such to blindly try to persuaded me back into the common census. So, again, Why?

Don’t get me wrong, I’m not as negative a person as I may be making myself sound. Most of the time I’m totally fine and content to ostracize myself and to be left alone away from the drove of popular opinion. No skin of my back if I don’t have to play your games. I’m acutely aware of MY human condition and do what I can everyday to make myself okay within myself. I do this of my own accord and also do so without the disfigurement to your stand of such subjects. This is where I love to share the old sentiment “live and let live.” At the point I realize my view on the matter is not something you are going to accept I will leave you alone with it. Being standoffish with the masses is a step in my process I accepting-ly undertake. Don’t take my bitterness as pure hatred, for I do, very much so, enjoy this experience of life and the bountiful sensations and especially the socialization that come along with it, just don’t undermine it because, as you see, I won’t hold back.

So now you must be dizzy with the thoughts of; “Where did this kid’s diatribe just come from?” It’s as simple as I’m just tired. Tired of struggling to get by and exist comfortably, let alone lavishly, (so much for the American dream) tired of not being able to stand on my own and to make ends meet. Take note that none of this blame can be transferred to anybody buy myself. I take full responsibility for my own actions and power. (ie, if I smoked less I could afford better food, but you know, I like smoking so why should I have to settle for less?) and all of this comes full circle when, in my struggling I make a comment or post something here on the interweb and its met with the previously mentioned response of, “Well, why don’t you...” and I’m tired (there’s that word again) of it and its frustrating.

I don’t usually make such long and evolved editorials to express my opinions. I usually just keep my mouth shut and keep moving as I brush your dust off my shoulder but today I’m just particularly aggravated with these states of affairs. Hopefully this has shed some softer light on my image. Hopefully and couple of you will find some truth in proclaimed statement of; “I’m no jaded, I’m just realistic!”

As it is, now that I’m done ranting, I think I’ll take a walk, it’s sunny, warm and I’ll relish it.

eCONomy

2010-01-21T11:05:00.003-06:00

a few current affairs:

so i just did my taxes so uncle sam could say: "oh look, youre poor, lets give you some EIC!" and continue with: "oh wait, we were just kidding, we need this money for the war on OIL. youll have to find another way to feed yourself and pay for those overpriced prescription when you done have insurance." thanks uncle sam!! my reply to you: "GO FUCK YOURSELF YOU PIECE OF SHIT!!!"

ALSO:

im thinking about how to arrange a TV SMASHING event. you know, kind of how hitler held community book burnings, but this would actually effect people positively!

im sure all of my semi-political slashing is making me any friends here, but, you know what?

I DONT GIVE A FUCK. IF YOU DONT LIKE THE FUCK AWAY.

have a good day!

i give up

2010-01-18T12:00:00.002-06:00

im just despondent with life today. does anyone know where i can get a lethal dose of heroin?

New Self-Portraits Portfolio

2010-01-14T17:02:00.002-06:00

hiya all, so i like to take self-portraits a lot. theyre all over the place, google galleries, my website, randomly on my blog and social networks. ive decieded to place them all together in one large portfolio styled collection. ive been working on getting them all together to edit them into said collections. its far from finshed but here is SNEAK PEAK at the rough draft of the Artist Statement i started typing out for it.... check back soon for more!

I'm Xavier, Photographer, graduate of New England School Of Photography, in Boston, MA. (NESOP). My favorite photographs to take are Self-Portraits. I was classically trained on film (before the digital age), in and out of B&W and Color darkrooms, where the smell of fixer was like perfume. In this new age I've made the switch to digital and, as with all photographers, you're never done learning. My major was Fine Art Color Project. My minors were Fashion and a general intake of Commercial Practices/Classes. In the 7+ years sense my graduation I've waded through many fields of the photography business; my work remains mainly a personal venture that I share on my blogs and social networks.

One project I still continue to develop is my collection of Self-Portraits. The late Tom Petit, my major instructor at NESOP, had two mantras I still put into my photos each time I dust off my camera; "Think Outside The Box" and "Trust In The Process". More than anything he wanted his students to peer inward to explore, experience, and to share, not only the art we were creating but ourselves as well. Each term Self-Portraits were a requirement for his classes. I've been addicted to Self-Portraits since and owe him my gratitude for so generously sharing his wisdom, without which, I wouldn't have finished art school.

So we come to the definition of what a "Self-Portrait" is... Tom's explanation in class for our first assignment was; "I don't care if you throw rocks at your shutter button to take the picture, as long as you take the picture and you are in it!" Other photographers will set up the shot and consent others to wield the camera under their advisement. I play with a mixture of both; feeling that as long my concept is being captured and [part of me] is in the image than I'm only breaking some of the rules. Largely I strive to be alone in this process and prefer to trip the shutter myself, though at times the set up is too much to do it all myself.

As Art is what it is, this definition can be massive grey area open to infinite interpretation of dialog between creator and viewer, the definaition is always being re-written. When "Thinking Outside The Box" that line created by others is easy to bend or reshape. As you proceed forward through my images you'll notice the way I group my images is deliberate to move this line. For myself turning the camera around too photograph myself gets boring so I started building images where I'm the subject in scenarios, concepts (such as songs), and indeed, not always alone. For instants, I started putting other people into my Self-Portraits in a understanding that a person is the sum of their experiences, you are not always alone.

I will briefly outline my concepts around the grouping/edits of this project and, as only I can do, let YOU fill in the rest of the blanks.

Enjoy
Xavier Armand Photography

Rough Outline For Groupings:
• Turning the camera around
• Documentation of being here
• Shadows, Reflections, and Pieces
• Concepts
• Songs
• Along-side others
• For the fun of Art
• ETC (this list is never complete)

Self-Portrait by Sullen Girl

2010-01-06T22:07:00.000-06:00

a while ago i started a series of self-portraits with me depicting song lyrics. ive only done a couple of these and today i felt like dusting of the camera while listing to the album Tidal by Fiona Apple. and so was born the self-portrait, Sullen Girl.

new self-portrait.

2010-01-03T19:52:00.000-06:00

Dried Memories.

2009-12-31T16:12:00.000-06:00

a random, likely, insanifcant snapshot i just took. just a bit of Dried Memories but i thought id share nonetheless. enjoy.

Alone

2009-12-24T19:43:00.003-06:00

i'm alone on xmas, and the best part is, you don't know how HAPPY that makes me!!!!
ba-hum-bug!

LONELINESS AND DESIRE

2009-12-20T20:59:00.002-06:00

SHINE BY DEPECHE MODE

Put on your blindfold
And a dress that's tight
And come with me
On a mystery night
Open your eyes

Follow our stars under a painted sky
We'll leave the world behind
We're learning to fly
We used to get by

Forget the pictures on your TV screen
We'll steal the visions
That you keep for your dreams
You can turn me on

I was blind and I saw the light
My angel coming
In a brilliant white
Shine for me

You've been hanging from a rope of mediocrity
Strung up by your insecurities
You can shine for me
Somebody has to
Shine for me
It's difficult not to
Shine for me

Follow our stars under a painted sky
We'll leave the world behind
We're learning to fly
We used to get by

Forget the pictures on your TV screen
We'll steal the visions
That you keep for your dreams
You can turn me on

You've been hanging from a rope of mediocrity
Strung up by your insecurities
You can shine for me
Somebody has to
Shine for me
It's difficult not to
Shine for me
Somebody has to
Shine for me
It's difficult not to
Shine for me

it kinda feels right for right now

production

2009-12-17T01:53:00.003-06:00

a practical application for xmas lights! tools: old wood frame, silver spray paint, staple gun, a string of clear xmas lights = new sculpture/lighting device! which gives off a very faint and smooth mood light.

New Self-Portrait

2009-11-26T23:21:00.002-06:00

"Touched"

Usually I make it a point NOT to censor myself. Though, I know some of family members occasionally look at my blog so I'm doing a courtesy here to cover the cock. If anyone is interested in see the unedited photo, let me know, I'll send it along or point you to a website where it remains unblemished.

chakra ...

2009-11-09T09:20:00.001-06:00

a new education. a new vision to see with.

Believe in Yourself.

2009-11-09T09:07:00.001-06:00

Do not believe what you have heard.

Do not believe in tradition because it is handed down many generations.

Do not believe in anything that has been spoken of many times.

Do not believe because the written statements come from some old sage.

Do not believe in conjecture.

Do not believe in authority or teachers or elders.

BUT after careful observation and analysis, when it agrees with REASON and it will benefit one and all, then accept it and live by it.

- Buddha

Re-Hi

2009-11-01T17:04:00.002-06:00

long time no update to all my blog readers. all 2 of you. (or who know might be -3 by now cause i havent updated much this summer) in any case i havent forgotten my blog!

ive been busy. new job, new move, new adjustments to my life and retinue(s). my summer was rather uneventful. couldnt find work in new england, couldnt get off the ground or make anything happen. so i didnt do much. the 2nd great depression our country is experiencing got a hold of which brought my on depression back in full swing. but here i am pulling myself out of it with meds.

i moved back to LoosEanna (sigh). but i moved back to go back to work at the animal hospital. which i LOVE. so im busying working again and getting settled into new living arrangements so on and so fourth. making new goal with my job to work up the ladder to become a vet tech. from there i see an airplane again. thats as far ahead as im looking at the moment. excited for my goal which helps.

so in a nut shell that was the past 6 months in 3 pharagraphs. (haha ohh well). and, as i said, i havent forgotten about my blog. been thinking about things to update with, such as...

#1 all the new music ive discovered in the past months (im always doing that)

#2 some enteries about my half-read pile of books. theres 5 or 6 in pile right now that im all kinda reading at once. (ive a bad habit of starting books and moving to another one before i finish the previous 3) maybe blogging bout them will help me speed thur the rest of them.lol

#3 i can go digging thur some pix ive taken recently and do a photo-blog update

so stick around. new stuff is coming!

Happy 8th!

2009-10-14T22:00:00.000-05:00

thats all!

Digging In The Past

2009-09-23T23:42:00.002-05:00

found these self-portraits in a box in the basement. i don't know what to say about them except they're powerful for me... in some sick way...

Sex Toys Rock!!!

2009-09-23T22:20:00.003-05:00

"you don't stop playing because you grow old, you grow old because you stop playing!"
-- i can't remember who said this but it fits here sooo we'll go with it.

So i have found a way to bring together my sex addiction and my music addiction!!! and just discovered the best sex toy ever!

its called an "OhMiBod", it's designed to work with your ipod (or any other audio jack output system) and it vibrates to the mid-tone of the music. FUCKING AMAZING!

i highly recommend it. i got the "Naughtinano" design. it's slim, contoured, smooth and conforatable! it brings a whole new meaning to "plug and play". ha

anyway heres a link to their website. check it out and push your limits people!

http://www.ohmibod.com
click there to feel the music!

Song Of The Moment

2009-09-15T22:11:00.003-05:00

Drive by Melissa Ferrick.

I'm loving this song. It makes me a little hott! **gasp** i wish i guy would cover it!

LYRICS:

If you want this
if you want this
if you want this, you’re gonna have to ask
nicely please
yeah if you want this
you’re gonna have to ask me
you’re gonna have to ask me

Whatever you want
I’ll give it to you
I’ll give it to you slowly
‘till you’re just begging me to hold you
ya whatever you want
whatever you want
but you’re gonna have to ask me

Your mouth waters
stretched out on my bed
your fingers are trembling
and your heart is heavy and red
and your head is bent back
and your back is arched
my hand is under there
holding you up

I’ll hold you up
and drive you all night
I’ll hold you up
and drive you baby ‘till you feel the daylight
I’ll hold you up
and drive you all night
I’ll hold you up
and drive you ‘till you feel the daylight
that’s right
that’s right

In the kitchen
in the shower
and in the back seat of my car
I’ll hold you up
in your office
preferably during business hours
‘cause you know how I like it when there’s people around
and I know how you like it
yeah I know how you like it
I know how you like it when I tease you for hours

Your mouth waters
stretched out on my bed
your fingers are trembling
and your heart is heavy and red
and your head is bent back
and your back is arched
and my hand is under there
holding you up

I’ll hold you up
and drive you all night
I’ll hold you up
and drive you baby ‘till you feel the daylight
I’ll hold you up
and drive you all night
I’ll hold you up
and drive you ‘till you feel the daylight
oh and this has just begun

Yeah this has just begun
because we haven’t even gotten started yet
I haven’t even
I haven’t even tied you up
I haven’t even turned you over
this is where I want to live
right here between your hips
where all the love you hold and hide
it’s where it lives
right here between your hips
this is where I want to live
it’s where all the love you give exists

Your mouth waters
stretched out on my bed
your fingers are trembling
and your heart is heavy and red
your head is bent back
your back is arched
my hand is under there
holding you up

I’ll hold you up
and drive you all night
I’ll hold you up
and drive you baby ‘till you feel the daylight
I’ll hold you up
and drive you all night
I’ll hold you up
and drive you baby ‘’till you feel the daylight
that’s right
yeah
that’s right
that’s right
that’s right
I’ll hold you up
that’s right
that’s right
I’ll drive you all night

To my fellow queens and their Drama...

2009-09-15T14:01:00.001-05:00

Woah, wait a minute - not so quick
You go from zero to ticked off and losing it
Could somebody please tell me what just happened then

Manage to always ruin the mood somehow
Well I'm over combing through the details now
Far too complicated to bother with it

Forgive me if I'm speaking out of turn
But I'm not as young as I used to be
And you live and you learn
Forgive me if I'm pushing on my luck
But I've been through this a million times
And now I have no truck with it

Yeah we all got luggage and we all got scars
But I know for a fact it shouldn't be this hard
I've seen it on Dr Phil, I know all about it

And no I'm not mad, I just don't wanna play
I know the script and I hate that game

lyrics from: No Truck by Kate Miller-Heidke

2009-09-11T23:47:00.001-05:00

i've got nothing
to prove this time
just something
to show you

. . .

2009-09-10T22:11:00.000-05:00

i wander the halls, along the walls, and under my breathe i say to myself i need fuel to take a flight

HYPOCRISY

2009-09-04T14:38:00.003-05:00

couldn't of put it better myself, should be an american child and signs in this picture thou.

Song Of The Moment

2009-09-03T22:23:00.003-05:00

(the great depression edition)

So the summer is over, and it was pretty much a waste. thats why i havent update much. so anyway as i always say: "bitching does no good cause it dosent change anything" so i shut up now and revile my song of the moment. it seems to ring a nice bell with my current situations.

32 Flavors by Ani Difranco

Lyrics:

squint your eyes and look closer
i'm not between you and your ambition
i am a poster girl with no poster
i am thirty-two flavors and then some
and i'm beyond your peripheral vision
so you might want to turn your head
cause someday you're going to get hungry
and eat most of the words you just said

both my parents taught me about good will
and i have done well by their names
just the kindness i've lavished on strangers
is more than i can explain
still there's many who've turned out their porch lights
just so i would think they were not home
and hid in the dark of their windows
till i'd passed and left them alone

and god help you if you are an ugly girl
course too pretty is also your doom
cause everyone harbors a secret hatred
for the prettiest girl in the room
and god help you if you are a phoenix
and you dare to rise up from the ash
a thousand eyes will smolder with jealousy
while you are just flying past

i'm not trying to give my life meaning
by demeaning you
and i would like to state for the record
i did everything that i could do
i'm not saying that i'm a saint
i just don't want to live that way
no, i will never be a saint
but i will always say

squint your eyes and look closer
i'm not between you and your ambition
i am a poster girl with no poster
i am thirty-two flavors and then some
and i'm beyond your peripheral vision
so you might want to turn your head
cause someday you might find you're starving
and eating all of the words you said

2009-08-28T00:53:00.002-05:00

some new design work, soon to be bumper stickers on my online store.

http://www.cafepress.com/xavierarmand

and many more inbewteen

2009-08-15T13:20:00.001-05:00

Paris, France

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New Orleans, LA, USA

Seattle, WA, USA

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We are biology.

2009-08-10T15:23:00.003-05:00

I'm currently reading a book entitled: Stiff: The Curious Lives of Human Cadavers by Mary Roach.

It's a very interesting and, as some would deem, "morbid" read. And I love it! The following passage is a great example of why I love to read morbid, dark n twisted, and disturbing sub-culture art, of sorts.

The follow is two paragraphs from the third chapter, Life After Death: On human decay and what can be done about it. The author is in a medical school witnessing a embalming, this is transcription:

Drops of sweat bead the inside surface of Nichole's splash shield. We've been here more than an hour. It's almost over. Theo looks at Mack, "Will we be suturing the anus?" He turns to me. "Otherwise leakage can wick into the funeral clothing and it's an awful mess."

I don't mind Theo's matter-of-factness. Life contains these things: leakage and wickage and discharge, pus and snot and slime and gleet. We Are Biology. We are reminded of this at the beginning and the end, at birth and at death. In between we do what we can to forget.

I love the LACK of political-correctness here, this is life, this is what we are, why the fuck are you such a god-damn pansy about everything? More people should realize these things. I highly recommend this book and ive not finished it yet.

last.fm tag cloud!!!

2009-08-08T23:16:00.003-05:00

I'm Only Going To Say This Once...

2009-08-03T17:34:00.002-05:00

i just want to clarify an common homo slang. before you all start gay-bashing, just shut up, cause i'm homo too!

The North American Union

2009-07-29T17:14:00.000-05:00

More Spam Mail

2009-07-29T17:05:00.000-05:00

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If you are co-dependent, please ask someone to press 2 for you.

If you have multiple personalities, press 3, 4, 5 and 6.

If you are paranoid, we know who you are and what you want - stay on the line so we can trace your call.

If you are delusional, press 7 and your call will be forwarded to the Mother Ship.

If you are schizophrenic, listen carefully and a little voice will tell you which number to press.

If you are manic-depressive, it doesn't matter which number you press, nothing will make you happy anyway.

If you are dyslexic, press 9696969696969696.

If you are bipolar, please leave a message after the beep or before the beep o r after the beep. Please wait for the beep.

If you have short-term memory loss, press 9. If you have short-term memory loss, press 9. If you have short-term memory loss, press 9.

If you have low self-esteem, please hang up our operators are too busy to talk with you.

If you are menopausal, put the gun down, hang up, turn on the fan, lie down and cry. You won't be crazy forever.

If you are blonde, don't press any buttons, you'll just mess it up.

This coming week is National Mental Health Care week.
You can do your part by remembering to contact at least one unstable person to show you care.

The Wailing Wall

2009-07-29T16:39:00.004-05:00

A female CNN journalist heard about a very old Jewish man who had been going the the Wailing Wall to pray, twice a day, every day, for a long, long time.

So she went to check it out. She went to the Wailing Wall and there he was walking slowly up to the holy site. She waited him pray and after about 45 minutes, when he turned to leave, using a cane in a very slow fashion, she approached him for an interview...

"Pardon me Sir, I'm Rebecca Smith from CNN. What's your name?"

"Maury Fishbein." he replied.

"Sir, how long have you been coming to the Wailing Wall and praying?"

"For about 60 years." he stated.

"60 years! That's amazing! What do you pray for?"

"I pray for peace between the christians, Jews and the Muslims. I pray for all the wars and hatred to stop. I pray for all our children to grow up safely as responsible adults, and to love their fellow man!"

"How do you feel after doing this for 60 years?" she asked her final question.

"I feel like I'm talking to a fuckin' wall." he bluntly barked.

HAHAHA

2009-07-29T16:29:00.002-05:00

Just in case you are having a rough day, here is a stress management technique recommended in all the latest psychological journals. The funny thing is that it really does work and will make you smile.

1. Picture yourself lying on your belly on a warm rock that hangs out over a crystal clear stream.

2. Picture yourself with both your hands dangling in the cool running water.

3. Birds are sweetly singing in the cool mountain air.

4. No one knows your secret place.

5. You are in total seclusion from that hectic place called the world.

6. The soothing sound of a gentle water fall fills the air with a cascade of serenity.

7. The water is so crystal clear that you can easily make out the face of the person you are holding underwater.

There!! See? It really does work. You're smiling already. Feel free to forward this if you know others who might benefit from this technique...

An Unquiet Mind

2009-07-16T12:02:00.002-05:00

right now i'm reading An Unquiet Mind (a memoir of moods and madness) by Dr. Kay Redfield Jamison. its about a professor of psychiatry battle with her own Manic-Depressive Disorder. im about half way thru in a night. its very captivating and rather frightening because i understand it all to well because im manic-depressive too. but anyway, i have to transcribe this paragraph because it struck so close to home it stopped my speed reading in my tracks. as any of my friends well know im a music fanatic, i drownd myself in it. this is so familiar and nearly a daily practice of mine. anyway.... the quote is as follows....

"My awareness and experience of sounds in general and music in particular were intense. Individual notes from a horn, an oboe, or a cello became exquisitely poignant. I heard each note alone, all notes together, and then each and all with piercing beauty and clarity. I felt as though I were standing in the orchestra pit; soon, the intensity and sadness of classical music became unbearable to me. I became impatient with the pace, as well as overwhelmed by the emotion. I switched abruptly to rock music, pulled out my Rolling Stones albums, and played them as loud as possible. I went from cut to cut, album to album, matching mood to music, music to mood. Soon my rooms were further strewn with records, tapes, and album jackets as I went on my way in search of the perfect sound. The chaos in my mind began to mirror the chaos of my rooms; I could no longer process what I was hearing; I became confused, scared, and disoriented. I could not listen for more than a few minutes to any particular piece of music; my behavior was frenetic, and my mind more so."

kayaking is fun!

2009-07-11T16:30:00.002-05:00

the FAGGOT drug!

2009-07-10T18:41:00.002-05:00

i loathe this shit and its taking over!

Kill For the jesus!

2009-07-10T12:49:00.001-05:00

fireflies will be our only light in heaven

2009-07-05T16:45:00.000-05:00

I wish I was a glow worm
A glow worms never glum
Cause how can you be grumpy
when the sun shines out your bum

My Sisters

2009-07-05T16:42:00.003-05:00

i would like to introduce you to my lovely sisters!

left to right, top to bottom.

Loraze Pam
Diaze Pam
Alproazo Pam
Clonaze Pam

they make me happy when im sad. :)

Holocaust Survivor Leaving US

2009-07-05T16:32:00.002-05:00

This is sad, please read this and repost it everywhere!

Monday, May 02 2005 @ 03:02 PM PDT
Contributed by: Joey Picador

One of our neighbors is moving. I've been in this neighborhood for about six
years now, but didn't really know them very well at all - just waves and
nods, mostly.

So I heard the moving van pull up this morning. When I got home this evening
I happened to spy my neighbor (he's like 85 years old - I don't know
exactly, but he's old, talks and moves very slowly) standing on the sidewalk
next to the van. I walked over and shook his hand, and we started talking. I
asked him where he was moving, and he said, "Back to Germany."

I had been stationed in Germany for two years while in the military, so I
lit up, and commented about how beautiful the country was, and inquired if
he was going back because he missed it.

"No," he answered me. "I'm going back because I've seen this before." He
then commenced to explain that when he was a kid, he watched with his family
in fear as Hitler's government committed atrocity after atrocity, and no one
was willing to say anything. He said the news refused to question the
government, and the ones who did were not in the newspaper business much
longer. He said good neighbors, people he had known all his life, turned
against his family and other Jews, grabbing on to the hate and superiority
"as if they were starved for it" (his words).

He said he was too old to see it happen right in front of his eyes again,
and too old to do anything about it, so he was taking his family back to
Europe on Thursday where they would be safe from George W. Bush and his
neocons. He seemed resolute, but troubled, nonetheless, as if being too
young on one end and too old on the other to fight what he saw happening was
wearing on him.

I gotta tell you - it was chilling. I let him talk, and the whole time, my
gut was churning, like I had mutated butterflies in my stomach. When he was
finished, he shook my hand, gripping it really hard, until his knuckles
turned white and he was shaking. He looked me in the eyes, hard, and said,
"I will pray for your family and your country." He let go of my hand and
hobbled away.

I have related this event to you in the hopes it will serve as a cautionary
anecdote about the state of our Union, and to illustrate the path we
Americans are being led down by a group of fanatics bent on global economic
and military dominion. When a man who survived the fruits of fascism decides
its time to leave THIS country because he's seeing the same patterns that
led to the Holocaust and other Nazi horrors beginning to form here, it is
time for us to recognize the underlying evil inherent in the actions of
those who claim they work for all Americans, and for all mankind. And it is
incumbent upon all Americans, Red and Blue, Republican and Democrat, to stop
them.

____________
Justice For None.
http://justicefornone.com//article.php/20050527204356114

Random Pix Update

2009-07-05T12:56:00.002-05:00

shitty hand held point n shoot fireworks pix and Mamma Nelly and her babies.

more on your freedom....

2009-07-04T12:15:00.000-05:00

self evident by ani difranco

(inspired by the WTC disaster)

yes,
us people are just poems
we're 90% metaphor
with a leanness of meaning
approaching hyper-distillation
and once upon a time
we were moonshine
rushing down the throat of a giraffe
yes, rushing down the long hallway
despite what the p.a. announcement says
yes, rushing down the long stairs
with the whiskey of eternity
fermented and distilled
to eighteen minutes
burning down our throats
down the hall
down the stairs
in a building so tall
that it will always be there
yes, it's part of a pair
there on the bow of noah's ark
the most prestigious couple
just kickin back parked
against a perfectly blue sky
on a morning beatific
in its indian summer breeze
on the day that america
fell to its knees
after strutting around for a century
without saying thank you
or please

and the shock was subsonic
and the smoke was deafening
between the setup and the punch line
cuz we were all on time for work that day
we all boarded that plane for to fly
and then while the fires were raging
we all climbed up on the windowsill
and then we all held hands
and jumped into the sky

and every borough looked up when it heard the first blast
and then every dumb action movie was summarily surpassed
and the exodus uptown by foot and motorcar
looked more like war than anything i've seen so far
so far
so far
so fierce and ingenious
a poetic specter so far gone
that every jackass newscaster was struck dumb and stumbling
over 'oh my god' and 'this is unbelievable' and on and on
and i'll tell you what, while we're at it
you can keep the pentagon
keep the propaganda
keep each and every tv
that's been trying to convince me
to participate
in some prep school punk's plan to perpetuate retribution
perpetuate retribution
even as the blue toxic smoke of our lesson in retribution
is still hanging in the air
and there's ash on our shoes
and there's ash in our hair
and there's a fine silt on every mantle
from hell's kitchen to brooklyn
and the streets are full of stories
sudden twists and near misses
and soon every open bar is crammed to the rafters
with tales of narrowly averted disasters
and the whiskey is flowin
like never before
as all over the country
folks just shake their heads
and pour

so here's a toast to all the folks who live in palestine
afghanistan
iraq

el salvador

here's a toast to the folks living on the pine ridge reservation
under the stone cold gaze of mt. rushmore

here's a toast to all those nurses and doctors
who daily provide women with a choice
who stand down a threat the size of oklahoma city
just to listen to a young woman's voice

here's a toast to all the folks on death row right now
awaiting the executioner's guillotine
who are shackled there with dread and can only escape into their heads
to find peace in the form of a dream

cuz take away our playstations
and we are a third world nation
under the thumb of some blue blood royal son
who stole the oval office and that phony election
i mean
it don't take a weatherman
to look around and see the weather
jeb said he'd deliver florida, folks
and boy did he ever

and we hold these truths to be self evident:
#1 george w. bush is not president
#2 america is not a true democracy
#3 the media is not fooling me
cuz i am a poem heeding hyper-distillation
i've got no room for a lie so verbose
i'm looking out over my whole human family
and i'm raising my glass in a toast

here's to our last drink of fossil fuels
let us vow to get off of this sauce
shoo away the swarms of commuter planes
and find that train ticket we lost
cuz once upon a time the line followed the river
and peeked into all the backyards
and the laundry was waving
the graffiti was teasing us
from brick walls and bridges
we were rolling over ridges
through valleys
under stars
i dream of touring like duke ellington
in my own railroad car
i dream of waiting on the tall blonde wooden benches
in a grand station aglow with grace
and then standing out on the platform
and feeling the air on my face

give back the night its distant whistle
give the darkness back its soul
give the big oil companies the finger finally
and relearn how to rock-n-roll
yes, the lessons are all around us and a change is waiting there
so it's time to pick through the rubble, clean the streets
and clear the air
get our government to pull its big dick out of the sand
of someone else's desert
put it back in its pants
and quit the hypocritical chants of
freedom forever

cuz when one lone phone rang
in two thousand and one
at ten after nine
on nine one one
which is the number we all called
when that lone phone rang right off the wall
right off our desk and down the long hall
down the long stairs
in a building so tall
that the whole world turned
just to watch it fall



and while we're at it
remember the first time around?
the bomb?
the ryder truck?
the parking garage?
the princess that didn't even feel the pea?
remember joking around in our apartment on avenue D?

can you imagine how many paper coffee cups would have to change their design
following a fantastical reversal of the new york skyline?!

it was a joke, of course
it was a joke
at the time
and that was just a few years ago
so let the record show
that the FBI was all over that case
that the plot was obvious and in everybody's face
and scoping that scene
religiously
the CIA
or is it KGB?
committing countless crimes against humanity
with this kind of eventuality
as its excuse
for abuse after expensive abuse
and it didn't have a clue
look, another window to see through
way up here
on the 104th floor
look
another key
another door
10% literal
90% metaphor
3000 some poems disguised as people
on an almost too perfect day
should be more than pawns
in some asshole's passion play
so now it's your job
and it's my job
to make it that way
to make sure they didn't die in vain
sshhhhhh....
baby listen
hear the train?

Pierced Fairy's Online Mess

MY BLOG HAS MOVED!!!!

DON'T DRINK THE WATER!

I made this...

... the future ...

a few symboic elements that have been playing in my head...

WONDER WEEDS...

dont ask dont tell

Just a few things to think about while youre celabrating your "freedom"!

my claim to fame...

happy jesus day, err i mean Sunday

Queer Enough??

i wish i could believe this....

Vanity

fuck today

eck, americans

Copied from the Facebook.

Devin they made some firworks legal yesterday and already walmart shelves are full of them! just another thing to raise taxes on.

FYI

... cant find words for this one...

more photoshop work....

A Pet's 10 Commandments

strike a pose!

just a bit of fun for my fellow manhunt friends

Bella babe

dlist.com's battle in censorship

Tao Te Ching, #44

I Got A Puppy

unlocking the secret (song of the moment)

some pix

i have seen the light...

...

"Our lives must be based on truth."

Song Of The Moment

bitter headline...

Song Of The Moment

hahahahahaha

Self-Portrait Portfolio Assembled!!!

karma

**light bulb**

this was the music video that...

Liberalism, atheism, male sexual exclusivity linked to IQ

Liberalism, atheism, male sexual exclusivity linked to IQ

truth

LOL

on living...

coming soon... possibly...

PiercedFairyX is ...

bloody hell

Happy V-Day!

Shit Adds Up (Song Of The Moment)

smoking taste so good...

can i bum a smoke?

yesterday i smoked 3 packs of cigarettes, that's 60 total smokes.

today i've smoked a big fat 0-ZERO-0!!!

i suggest that you don't make any sudden movements, i'm rather tense, dizzy, tingly, confused and you're not safe until the worst of nicotine withdrawal subsides.

CHEERS!

Song Of The Moment

A Book Every Man NEEDS To Read!

POST 300!!!!!!!

New US Map...

another pic of my fav subject LOL

Untitled Image

I NEED YOU TO COMMENT!!!

previews of cumming attractations

can you feel it?

For those concerned for my Soul,

eCONomy

i give up

New Self-Portraits Portfolio

Self-Portrait by Sullen Girl

new self-portrait.

Dried Memories.

Alone

LONELINESS AND DESIRE

production

a practical application for xmas lights! tools: old wood frame, silver spray paint, staple gun, a string of clear xmas lights = new sculpture/lighting device! which gives off a very faint and smooth mood light.

New Self-Portrait

chakra ...

Believe in Yourself.

light bulb